DAD’S DIAMOND
My dad just retired from being a dentist. On his final day he gave me a ‘diamond’ tooth stone.
can you see it? I painted it a bit pink like it actually is =)
I AM SO HAPPY
it’s not even funny, I cannot describe this feeling of ease which pathetically weighs so heavy that I don’t know which plate to wash first
MY SOUL WEIGHS MORE THAN 21 GRAM
it started out with the Veronica Maggio cover pic on her latest albumman it was harder than I thought to capture a bubblegum bubble
ah, let’s not destroy this pic with bubblegum, so:
MY SOUL IS WAY MORE HEAVIER THAN 21 GRAM
THE MIND THE LIMIT
‘If you are going to win any battle you have to do one thing. You have to make the mind run the body. Never let the body tell the mind what to do. The body will always give up. It is always tired in the morning, noon and night. But the body is never tired, if the mind is not tired.’
This will be my mantra from now on.
Never let the body tell the mind what to do.
I have two more in this nice collection of let’s call it
The Bubblegum Soul
SOL AT MAKRILVIKEN’S CLIFFS
this shot was taken during the first and only sunbathe for me this summer
I am still depressed about this and about the fact that the fall has come
utterly uppgiven
WHO SAID
You turned out the best thing I ever had. I said I miss you.
what now? I have an empty space in my chest and I want to fill it up if only for one night
it’s everything now. it was just, just here. I want to touch these words when collecting them so I can throw them away.
gone – best thing I never had
come, disappear, enter, leave, wonder good, bad but still muscles start moving by themselves.
Ya, I let my muscles be, what can I do, cut them off?
I MISS YOU
You turned out to be the best thing I never had.
It sucks to be you right now.
I miss you. Every day, I miss you insane. What is that. I still need to , what is that. I miss you, like every day, wanna be with you but you’re away, missing you insane, but when I got you it feels the same.
Who is this?
It don’t matter who you are. It is so simple. I feel it.
WHAT TO DO?
I want to scream at the top of my lungs but I won’t because that would just make me even more silly. Instead of doing some real good, healthy stuff this evening I all of a sudden felt a cold sneaking up behind me at work telling me to go directly home and make some dinner. No getting lost in the woods tonight (since I am now almost official, for those of you back in Galapagos Island I was running in the Swedish Delsjö skogen up in the north pole, and I got lost next to the water, cos I saw some nice dudes (girls and guys) sunbathing at the beach and joined them, got high on their joints and steaks, so you can imagine how I was fumbly dancing along with the ants to reach the sign where it said: ‘Borås this way.’
So, I came out finally on the street of only-god-knows-why-this-street-was-forgotten-in-genesis, and hepp: it says: Kålltorp!
It ended up with 16.5km! Well, I am kind of happy I got lost. It’s not that I run 16.5km every day you see. Can you read between the lines and words to see how I am laughing now?
Överraskningar är bra, det är då vi vaknar till, och känner att blodet pumpar fortfarande, det tillhör mig och jag saknade det.
That’s a good one: I really missed the feeling of my blood pumping or nay, should I say: tickling my neurons.
(I am storing the good news inside of me and will pop it out at the appropriate time: 07:06:36 tomorrow.)
SUPERMAN!
Where ARE you superman?!? I’ve been waiting long enough now! Please, take me away from this, I can fly too!
RED MIRROR
The bags are still lying all over but hopefully this week most things will be at least unpacked and put in places… So tired of living like this now, it’s just that I need to get to Ikea and buy boxes, galgar, hooks, plates, spaghetti drainer oh so much more, it’s freakin unbelievable how much. Chairs! =( I sold the chairs I bought the last time stupid me. And the table, stupid me. Problem is I don’t have a car so it takes a bit longer that’s why. Oh well, I guess I am just trying to make it before August to be ready, and I don’t feel like spending money on curtains. =( I’d rather buy a new pair of jeans. I bought a new bag and bare minerals starting kit yesterday! Of course, I will put this up too on this site. Of course! I am looking through the mirror which was hanging there when I moved in, and the bags are still everywhere as you can see. Very good to know. Ja ja, whatever I speak to myself then. God natt då!
I want to look like Rihanna!
*** TACK ***
Jag brukar tvinga mig själv att behålla lugnet, och att intala mig under de dåliga dagarna att den bästa tiden är nu och jag är så tacksam för allt.
Nu vill jag inte mer! Fy fan vad jag är uttråkad!! Nu har det gått för långt, snälla kom och rädda mig från denna leda!!
så.
nu ska jag ta en dush och skölja bort lite av skiten. efter det ska jag ta en lovely jogging tur på fotbollsplan och smaka på hur glad jag är att jag faktiskt kan springa där några dagar till. Sedan ska jag klappa mitt hår och kamma mina fransar medan jag smörjer in mig och böjer mina ben, och ler av att veta att jag har snabbmakaroner i köket. Men herregud, jag har ju två friska ben, en frisk hjärna, ett hjärta som just nu klappar intensivt (halleluja!!) och ett TOPPPEPPPENNN jobb för att inte snacka om alla klackar som ligger på hög och väntar på en rund tur in da got city. freedom.
Jag ska också be gud om ursäkt för att jag tog min phone för given, det ska aldrig mer hända jag lovar. det är bara pengar. det kommer att svida ett par månader men hey: jag skiter i semestern.
ah men gud! jag glömde tacka för min photoshop, kamera och mitt medicinutvecklade latenta inhibitionstänk som ger mig idéer till nya foton eller let’s call it ‘ART BY MUSCOT’. jag köpte ett nytt Photoshop nummer idag.
Då ska vi se!
I helvete heller. (det var min mamma som sa dessa ord nu)
I HELVETE HELLER!
så.
it’s been too long already.
ok. let’s continue now like nothing happened.
should I translate this into English too?
I will not put chocolate down my throat now to make my molecules detaching from implosion.
I need a transformation. What else can I do to change myself?
Is it like the dose state? You know when you have to lower the dose gently in order not to go from a high dose to an abrupt nothing which would make your health tremble.
I hope so, because I want a higher dose of this thing, much higher.
EMIL BIZGA
Check out this awesome trumpet player, and his myspace page.
Click on the link below here to redirect and listen to his songs.
http://www.myspace.com/emilbizga
ENJOY!
OCHIN KOOL
260 views today so far, and got some new spots on the map. The world is indeed getting smaller.
ОЧИН КООЛ
NO MORE LOVE ON THE RUN
Have to add the pics to gallery too, and hopefully I can hide the post afterwards?
No I didn’t manage. Have to contact Andy at ThemeForest again I guess. Until then I can leave this here, is that ok?
IT’S FRIDAY AND I’M IN LOVE
I really don’t have time for this, but I can’t believe I didn’t think of this Photobooth before! Now I can take HUNDREDS of pictures of myself without clicking (almost) with the other hand. SWEET!
I literally RAN to the city yesterday, I just had to have the yellow nailpolish, but could not find the Deborah Lippman, I want her beige too. My god what shall I do? They have it only in Stockholm I. Man!
Isn’t it funny, I was hesitating which yellow to buy, OPI’s darker yellow or this Sally Hansen. Stood there quite a while and then decided for the Sally’s. When I came home I saw that it said: Yello Kitty. That’s funny.
My recent nail polish, the orange OPI’s decorated with Guerlain’s French white and added top coat above lasted for 14 days! Can you believe it?! This Yellow Kitty is supposed to last forever and give nutrients all-in-one. We will see. Have to go, see you later!
I was going to write to the above pics:
‘getting ready for work’
but I forgot. Anyhoo, that’s why I showed my make up table pic. Had in my mind to set up a make up photo for a long time, but didn’t get to it.
I have an idea though. Someday…
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